once upon a time there was a little birde who flew into the ashes of a fern with fingers coming out of its roots and he said to the man hello man . what is this eve n I am really terrible at typoing without typos now my faluts are revealed to the world th elittle bird got eaten by the pant and the hamsters did not stop to give him a funeral. down by the lae a giant mouse was fishing for a monster. The monster would have none of it, “ho ho” said the rabit and disappeared down his hole. The mongoose went away over the plane. The end.
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I really need to stop listening to this song on repeat it’s getting a little ridiculous as much as I like it it’s only going to give me more feelings about mad scientists and brave wonderful doomed actor boys and ;kjdslkf help also i should go to sleep i didn’t do my reading for class this is a problem i am the worst student it is me also what happened to my capital letters really augh
okay going to the doctor today I don’t really want to because I’m no longer leaking green shit everywhere but fuck that it’s all transparent now like water and that was a really gross thing to write wasn’t it I played like three hours of Assassin’s Creed today and I think that’s a lot but I like it and it’s like woah history and Sophia is smoking hot I cannot even but if they try and hook her up with Ezio at any point I’ll probably be pissed because at this point in his life Ezio is no longer sleeping with ALL the Italian ladies (just a few of them) and she doesn’t really seem the sort of girl who’d sleep with a sixty year old man I think? But she’s pretty. Yes. Very pretty. She likes books and is smart at Italian and very pretty and ginger so basically hnnnnnnnnnnnnng Ginger is my kink, frankly. Amy Pond… anybody else ginger… I’m going to Ireland this summer. Is that relevant? I don’t really know.
I’m cold. I should put on trousers, maybe i could just get under the covers and get on my tablet. But then I would just end up playing sudoko for three hours. What was I suposed to do today, shit i hope it was drink rum and sudoku because that’s what i’m going to do. Wait no, pin up girl i need to finish inking. And try to fix the arm on the spider-woman i drew. hee, drew Drew, Jessica Drew. Ugh I hate puns, was that even a pun? Fuck. I wish I had more turns on Echo Bazarr, I can’t wait till the board game is out. Wish Zaf was home so we could play Arkham Horror. Should really work on that cross over fic. Actually I need to type out the gender swap fic I have like 1/3 done. And finish chapter 4 of the kitten fic. And rewrite the first fight scene in the epic IM:AA fic, I wonder if Jane’s making any head way on that. I’m always so nervous with feed back but she is always so nice about it. I just hate everything i write not being perfect from the start. Even if it’s unreasonable. Damn it, laundry. I should do laundry. have I eaten yet today? I can’t remember. Damn I need more coffee.
In the blooming morning of solitary confinement where i sing at the window like a dove, I crave a warm thought to melt on my skin like butter. Flax seed. Quietly woven in tendrils dipping into milk and drops forming at the ends to fall creamy white on the wooden floor. ”Closer than you think,” she says and wraps the yarn around her fingers tight enough to burn white into the skin. A brand. Red yarn on a white stripe of finger. And the governess slips through the window frame and onto the roof, glad she had a dormer in her room. ”Ah, that’s better.” She’s almost glad for the war because it means the blackout at night and more stars in the sky than she’s ever seen before.
It’s like a dream. It just spins around and around, over and over again. It never stops, it never gives me a second to think. I dream, and I breath, and I live. I close my eyes, and feel the songs crawling across my skin, raising goose flesh as they goes. the colours scream at me, each one begging for attention, letting out a single beautiful note on their own, but creating such a cacophony when laid next to others that I cannot bear to look for the noise. and so much love, brewing around me in a constant mess, as I sit alone just holing onto my self, dreaming hoping waiting. there is no beginning no end just a continuous dream, screams and death and lives and over and over and over. No stop, let me breath, let me run let me go, let me out. Some one please, let me out. this is not how I want to do this let me go. I need to live in the world not my head, yet, I like it here, it is safe and comfortable. Its so black and dark and I do not need o worry about all the people who want to say nasty things about me or my friends. just the quiet oppressing, open darkness of my own mind, where things make sense and I do not have to explain myself to anyone ever.
My eye is itchy and my nose is tingly and I think my brain is about to kick in thus me saying “I think” ah shit I broke the rules fuck fuchao;idhfgoi
There is a lot I want in life and I get almost everything I don’t want. It’s frustrating, but I do guess that’s how life works. It’s a bit hard, wouldn’t you say?
Uuuuuhhhhhhhh oh shit I accidentally typed more of the letter h than i did of the letter u and now it’s not symmetrical and it makes me sad because i’m weird like that. Anyway i really have no idea why I’m reblogging this because the tumblr app will crash when I press the reblog button, so I have no idea if it will actually post and god damn i really wish mom would get home with dinner so i can eat my own weight in food and then die and sleep for a while and fuck I just remembered that I have to swim again tomorrow and that class sucks because my teacher is a cunt and he’a kind of a dick to everyone and i really miss ashley and i want to talk to her because i love her and oh god i can’t even ;;; she is going to become famous and forget about me and stuff but I wom’t go into that because i don’t feel like typing anymore
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